I was scared of writing in here about getting high. Because of Julie. Because I didn't want her to hate me. But I've learned that girl's got some willpower. She hasn't read my diary, AND she hasn't made any attempt to contact me since Friday. Uhm... Wait. That second part... Oh nevermind.

I've been smoking again for about two months now. Give or take a few weeks. It calms me. It makes me smile and laugh and dance. I drive for miles. I sing for hours. I'm stoned. No one can touch me. Ain't nobody gonna hold me down. Oh no. I got to keep on movin'. Are those even the right lyrics?!?! Ah well....

Sex.

Sorry... Little blurt out there.

Rough sex.

Uhm... Who said that?

No more bullshit. I'm flyin'.

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Name: Mallory
Birf-day: Aug. 23rd
Nickname(s): Mal, Malady, Mathery, Gangsta Lesbian
Occupation: FedEx hub worker, ToGo hostess at Outback Steakhouse, and installer and maintenance for AutoSan
Loves: Julie, sleep!, moose tracks ice cream, blue jeans, butterflies!
Hates: broke-ness, depression, traffic, coupla exes
Favorite Belly Bean: margarita!
Family: Mom, Dad, Logan (15), Lucy the Wonder Puppy
Favorite Diaries: Julie!!!, TranceJen, The Bean, Bobby, Jenn and KiKi