Listening to "Older" by They Might Be Giants... Mm hmmm....
I have been suspended for a week from my load team at Fed. Because I'm oppositional. Because I don't like to work in the upper shaft of the plane. I like the belly. I like throwing bags rather than pushing cans. And because I drove a tug last night without permission. I have the training. I can legally drive a tug. But my bitch of a manager... blah blah blah. Let's just say I did what I wasn't supposed to... and I knew I wasn't supposed to do what I did.
So I've been suspended for a week. I'm losing about 3 hours next week... because my bitch of a manager decided to have a thirty-minute shit fit... which I did get paid to listen to.
I've been with Kelly for over a month now... and because we're spending sooo much time together... the little things that you notice after months and months of dating... are already coming out. Like... she always leaves her dishes right where shes put them down after eating... and... unless prompted.... will leave them there for days. *sigh* Yeah. But I have my quirks, too. I've been bitchy as hell the past few days... I've had a lot on my mind. Stressful shit for me. And that sounds like I'm just making excuses, I know. I know I could improve my mood if I wanted to... I know. What I don't know is when I'll be okay again.. stable... content... Whatever quaint phrase you'd like to use.
Oh my... I must be tired. I just tried to spell "phrase" with an "f". Off to bed.