1. A disease, a disorder, or an ailment.
2. An unwholesome condition: the malady of discontent.
I know that I am a beautiful and worthwhile person... and all.
Good afternoon.
I have moments when I think I'm rather pretty. Sometimes I glance in a mirror as I pass and think, "Hey. You ain't too bad, love." Other times... It's when Kelly is staring at me whilst lying next to me in a bed and murmuring, "You are so beautiful." Then, of course... on the rare occasions that other people check me out... or stare... but I usually just think my hair is mussed or something.
I know I'm pretty. Ugly duckling turned into a beautiful swan and all. But even swans must have their dark days. They... must!
Julie was the one that taught me that I'm beautiful. That's one of the things I took from her when we parted. That I am beautiful... that I am still a worthwhile person... that I am intelligent... and that I have so much love to give.
Aside... Fuck Kelly (one of my Colton's managers) that ass-fucking, gorrilla dick-sucking monkey!!!! I put i my two weeks notice. I said my last day was to be the 22nd. Well... surely he didn't just go and take me off the schedule this entire week!? Oh... yes... but he did!!! Fuck fuck fuckity fuckfuckfuck. There goes a paycheck.
Anyway... The mood for this entry is now lost. Going job-hunting today as we did not go Friday or Monday. *tsk tsk* Cleaning out all of the rest of my stuff in my parents' house tomorrow. Getting my tat recolored some time this week. Damn....