1. A disease, a disorder, or an ailment.
2. An unwholesome condition: the malady of discontent.
Don't lie!
i have to start over... but i can't get away from what i've already done. it clings. i holds fast and true. and i can't make it go away. i can't make it better. i can't have my ever-sought-after "instant gratification". it never comes. it's always right beyond my grasp... and i have to work ofr it. so it isn't "instant" now is it?
bills. apartment cleaning. food. more bills. clean clothes. clean dishes. mood swings. work. work. work. going to work. the russian. kelly. kelly. kelly.
Listen to me! If you've gotten nothing from reading this diary... get this! A lie always comes back and bites you in the ass. I guarantee it. It may take a while to catch up to you... but it will. Don't lie in the first place. Yes... Yes I know it's human nature to cover your tracks and live in blissful ignorance. But, really... Sometimes evolution is the pits. Don't lie.